.....I wish I had the choicenow you curse me-this is your willSome eerie force makes me actI wish I had the choice...It is a voice I have to follow A silent call comes from withinSudden decisions,violent impulsesAbject emotions ,insane drivesI wish I had the choice Now you beat me - that is you willI`d love to stroke Your baby-faceI`d love to hold you In my armsBut there`s little love In my gripMy tender touchBecomes your pain I wish I had the choice...........