[Hook]I go through so much, so I try to stay fucked upBecause, when I'm sober I can't maintainEven though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stressSo I, spend most of my days chilling with Mary Jane[Z-Ro]Lately I've been going through more bullshit, than a bull fighterSo when I sing my praises to God, one verse is like a full choirMy every thought is pain, strain is stressing me to deathEveryday is like a rehearsal, that's prepping me for deathI think I'm ready, because this world ain't no friend of mineOnly thing I qualify fo', is murder and Penitentiary timeY'all should of shot me in the jimmy, insteadBut I guess they was feeling eachother, and get head in the bedHere I am, first born torn between heaven and hellI tell my people say no to dope, but I let it sellNeed to practice my preaching, calling the kettle blackI know I'm a Pac before or not, I gotta peddle crackAin't nobody got my back except the laws, when they on itSo I be going for broke, demolishing my opponentsLeaving no traces, just blood on faces believe thatHK I'ma squeeze that, you won't even wan' be back[Hook][Z-Ro]I can't focus I'm losing my mind, real fastDreaming and fiending for the day, I can make some real cashDropping album after album, platinum song after songBut it's like I ain't did nothing, cause the lights ain't onHow can I win, it's like everything I do is a motherfucking sinIt got a nigga fiending, to see my endAll of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm spending cashBut when I'm broke they out the do', with wheels spinning fastLonely, daily dodging the devil but he on meTelling my people fuck him, cause he be working through my homiesBurning bridges, and I don't give a fuckRemember y'all laughing at me, when I couldn't get a buckIt's all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm trying to jump over my residenceAnd my fear, gon be something I dump overAnd it might not be much, but it's all I gotSo when I paint it, promethazyne is all I pop[Hook][Z-Ro]I trust nobody even best friends, be digging your graveNiggaz go on lock, when they come out wifey giving them AIDSI don't give a fuck what anybody think, about meWhen I was breaking my back for em, they didn't think about meGot hot at a nigga, but they know that I'm rawToo nervous to face a madman, so they go and shoot up my carI got too many niggaz, trying to take me off of my gameAnd every woman I be feeling, be fucking with my brainNow that I'm gone, I love you mean I'm leaving you soonPlus I don't feel the way I did, at first I need me some roomToo familiar with heart ache and pain, it don't hurt no mo'Just homesick, I don't wanna be on this earth no mo'Flirt with my chrome 4-4, cause she believe what I sayShe ain't gon ask me no questions, she just gon leave em to layAnd leaving no traces, just blood on faces she down with itStay rolling around with me, when I'm down she down with me[Hook - 2x]